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Fresh out of college I felt an urgency I did not q

Fresh out of college I felt an urgency I did not question. I must work, support myself, and join the world. I wanted to be a city girl so I picked 3 cities and started mailing resumes.

I went to the library, looked through yellow pages, and sent resume’s to every single architecture/design firm listed. Yeah, no internet, no cell phones. I got no response, kind letters of rejection, and calls to interview. I took a job in NYC at a starting salary that was not enough to pay rent AND buy food. I got scrappy and was blessed to have parents willing and kind of able to help me out temporarily.

In my first few years I learned hard lessons fast.

Job#1- my boss stole money from my wallet and left me to supervise 30 union carpenters by myself after having showed them all a porn flic in the conference room. Yes, one of them cornered me alone in an elevator.

Job #2 the owner of the firm didn’t trust anyone and secretly listened in on conversation through a speaker system.

Job#3 the night before I was to start the job the man who had hired me had his assistant call to tell me that he had a big drug habit and had drained the firm of all its resources so they could not hire me after all.

Job#4 the owner of the firm didn’t trust anyone so you could not talk to fellow coworkers. You had to write down questions, put them in an in box, wait for a written reply. The receptionist would make copies of all conversations for the owner to read at night. This is before everyone had email, I am that old lol.

Job#5 I found myself in a conference room of one of the worlds largest banks with a few key people. As I was figuring out how many employees I could fit in works stations per floor, they were writing down how many people would loose jobs based on not fitting into the space. It was thousands.

These are just a few highlight of all that I went through. I would find myself betrayed and lied to, stalked by a coworker, at the receiving end of a lot of unwarranted anger, and more.

I also made some of the best friends I ever had including my husband. I had some of the best times of my life.

Remember, you got this!

This is my first baby and our old dog. One very ne

This is my first baby and our old dog. One very new to this earth and the other getting on in years. The two of them became very good friends. The old dog cleaned up all dropped food and was happy to act as a pillow/place of comfort at any given moment.

That little boy is now a teen and he remembers in great detail the moment we lost the old dog. He was 4 and it rocked his world.

There are moments in life that sadden, shock, and change us. They are unavoidable. They are the before and after moment that we will always remember.

A car accident, the sudden loss of someone cherished, betrayal. For some some generations it’s the day a war started or a monumental natural event.

It was my own before and after story that taught me so much like...

Shock is the first stage. memory loss and processing truth in waves are normal ways for your soul to protect itself and bring compassion to the situation.

Truth is gut wrenching sometimes. Literally too much to take in all once or even believe.

Humans are amazing. We are capable of turning every pain into something beautiful if we are willing.

My greatest loss was one of my greatest teachers But not over night. In its own time and with a will to except the truth and then find the prize.

Truth made me stronger, smarter, and more loving. It showed me who I was.

That little boy learned about loss too early. First his grandmother, then his best dog friend. For a few years, each time he would naturally mature, we would need to revisit his losses for him to gain greater understanding that matched his new maturity. That dog still lives on his big heart and that boy is the first to notice if someone is suffering.

One day when I dropped him at school I watched him choose. There was the group of his friends in one direction and a lone child in the another. He headed toward the one alone. I asked him later why he did that and he said, she looked like she needed company so I made sure she was ok. He was 8.

Truth is sometimes very hard. Truth is always the greatest opportunities of our lives. Fear of the truth is the prison that keeps us small.

If you are struggling, be kind to yourself. Your soul’s got this.

All are welcome here who come in peace. This was

All are welcome here who come in peace.

This was not the door mat of my actual house when I was growing up but it should have been.

Ours was the house that people retreated to when they were...

Scared

Lonely

Hurt

Felt threatened

Had done something wrong

Were in trouble

Were in need

I grew up watching my parents council, support, list up, and help to untangle the silly and often tragic messes we all get ourselves into in this life.

It was unspoken, but they came, and peace was the goal. The stories are endless.

Though I was known to be my father’s only biological child I always knew I was not his only child. Many felt him to be like a father to them.

Never did I feel jealous or afraid. There was no reason for either.

Judgement was not a part of the game and love was meant for everyone no matter what they had done or not done.

But there were lines in the sand, rules to except and honor, responsibility to take, and what seems like endless nourishment and hope.

I marveled at my father’s discernment, willingness to see past and through almost everything.

I didn’t know a lot but I learned.

I learned that my father’s ability to lead and heal was based in his empathic, intuitive, and otherworldly abilities. He would never have identified this way but the force was strong with him and he was a peaceful force to behold.

As I got older I saw his truly human and fallible nature.

I learned that he was not always the man who was my father. He had become that man over 38 years. He continued to become that person as I grew and learned to be in this world. He continued to grow and learn until his soul left his body.

I highly suspect he is still on a soulful path now.

It’s not mine to speak of his life before I was in it. But I know.

It’s not mine to know your triumphs or sins, path or destination.

All are welcome here if you come in peace.

I will use my hope, trust, and faith to lift you up. I will exercise my empathic, initiative, and other worldly skills to teach you to be your own hero.

Remember if you could see yourself through gods eyes you would fall at your own feet at your soul’s beauty and power.

Peace be with each and every one of you.

My faith is in my “knowings.” Like water that

My faith is in my “knowings.” Like water that has been infused with light and infused into my cells. Faith is there but it requires the acts of our free will to invoke it.

4 years ago I became infused with a desire to tap into gratitude in a willful and accountable way. No longer would I play a game of wait and see with joy in this world. I was going to willfully participate and create peace as much as I could.

I decided to make myself publicly accountable in two small small ways.

1. I would no longer forward, spread or engage with fear in any way.

2. I would find each day something I was grateful for and share that gratitude.

It’s one thing to have such goals and a bigger step for me to hold myself accountable with the world to do so. I needed that extra step to walk my talk.

I stopped sharing fear and began posting in social media my gratitude. That was all great until the day the flu hit my house. I had a perfect storm happen in my body and the flu took down my immune system. I headed into 6 weeks in bed, flaring of the chronic fatigue that I had healed myself from years earlier, and pain in my knees, legs and back that I thought I would wind up in a wheel chair.

There I sat each day in Exhaustion and pain focusing on what I had to be grateful for. This small act each day that I had put into place based on a tiny whisper saved my soul. This small act each day turned one of the wurst things I had been through inkto an amazing transformation. The focus away from fear, instead on gratitude catapulted me into my purpose in this life.

It was 3 years before my neurological system completely healed and overcame the pain in my body. But I had truth and gratitude on my winning team as I kicked fear to the curb. I built my practice during this time teaching and supporting others who were also ready to turn their super powers into gold.

With the absence of fear and the willingness towards gratitude, I built my faith into that which holds me, guides me, gives me discernment, and turns all lemons into lemonade.

Today I am grateful for faith in god. Fear will never be my guide again.

Waiting for the school bus this morning with my so

Waiting for the school bus this morning with my son, we grounded and put on the armor of god. It was a beautiful snowy scene with birds singing and no other sounds except the wind. It’s cold but we are blessed to live in this peaceful place right now. We are out of the fray of what is happening in the world because we had faith in something unknown 8 years ago.

I was unconscious to my own faith for a long time. I felt it, but I could not name it and did not know it’s role or how to harness it. The way some talked about faith made me want to reject it either because I thought It unattainable for me or I didn’t want their version of it. I never did reject it because that didn’t feel right so I just kept watching and asking to know truth.

8 years ago I had a “knowing” that at some point in the not to distant future dangerous chaos would find its way into this world in a big way. This knowing was based on nothing yet was a visceral whisper that ran through my body.

Instead of brushing it off as I had done to countless other “knowings,” I spoke about it to my husband. Together we made a prayer and a goal to find ourselves out of the fray of darkness and danger. Once my knowing became outed and our intentions clear an avalanche of opportunity and serendipity showed up in our lives. We accepted each one in faith that they were answers to our prayers though there was little logical reason to do so.

Our faithful journey moved us to a new state and way of life aligned with the priorities we had set for our family. There were choices and changes that took time to understand and with Costs to pay and magic the whole way.

The world has exploded into chaos. As the events of this past year hit we found ourselves in one of the least affected places in this country. There was no way of knowing what was coming yet here we are living our prayer to be out of the fray.

It was an act of faith to acknowledge that which had no basis but felt like truth. It was acting on faith that brought us to this peaceful life, minimally affected by current chaos. It turned out that walking in faith built trust for me in this world and that is priceless right now.

I don’t get to be in this place where I stand ve

I don’t get to be in this place where I stand very often any more. The fist time I stepped into this tiny church I was a young teen who had moved so many times I never felt that I belonged anywhere in particular.

I was traveling with my parents and they surprised me with a visit to this town I had never known existed. It was the place of my ancestors in this country. They had traveled from far across the ocean to find freedom, purchased the land, and created a government with 11 other families over 350 years before.

This church I am standing in is a replica of a church built by my ancestors, it is part of a national historic site, and my last name is everywhere. For the first time I felt as though I was a part of something much bigger and greater than me. I felt the presence of all who came before and the road they had paved for me. I felt an inspiration to be all that I could be for them and whom ever would follow me.

Never could I have fathomed that 20+ years later I would become the board president of this national historic site and get married in this church. When I stand at this window I find myself deeply connected to my journey beyond this life and my faith.

Stories of finding my faith are what I am
Going to share over the next few posts but they may not be what you think. I want to tell these stories because right now faith is what so many of us need and are telling me they struggle with.

Faith is the opposite and antithesis of fear. People always ask be how I can be so calm. I didn’t always know this but it is because of my faith. Over the years I have taken a journey to find truth and understand faith and it has been worth every broken moment and big win.

It is that journey that is the reason I say that despite and because of all that has happened in 2020, it is perhaps the best year yet for me. I am not afraid of this world and all that is in it. I am grateful. Follow along and share your stories of faith of you like. We all need them right now.

It’s a new year, a new day, and a new way. No m

It’s a new year, a new day, and a new way. No matter what has happened to or for you in the past 365 days, or even before, there are moments that have marked time for you. A before and after. Whether a circumstance or happenstance, you know nothing will ever be the same again. It might have been big, or it might have been very small, but the ripple effect can not be denied.

This is life, because when stagnation is aloud to occur is when life is over. Nature is our great teacher in this regard. Everything is always evolving. Even in decay, it is preparing to transform life into something else.

This past year @amiejoneshealing and I took an adventure together. We decided to bring the work we do privately, in one on one sessions, into a different format and to a larger audience. We developed a series of online courses, one organically leading to the next. Unraveling layers of soulful evolution for all who joined us. For us, this year was a revolution for our souls, and a true honor in witnessing other’s beautiful evolutions.

We have realized that the evolution of the soulful revolution is just getting started. That’s right! More is coming soon. More ways to hold and support all those ready to re.wild, re.new, and be a powerful you!!!

Hang on and stay tuned as we take you on a journey with us. Click @rewildrenew like and follow us as we share the stories of the soulful revolution and what’s coming soon.

I spent the moment we traveled into the new year l

I spent the moment we traveled into the new year literally sweating out the old in the sauna. It was a perfect way to celebrate the day because today I was gifted deeper understanding and forgiveness in the most special way.

As I sat working I felt a weight lifting as light came into my heart and knowing came into my soul. I found the compassion that has been hiding behind the shock and pain.

Compassion does not always come dressed as we imagine or hope it will. When pain comes, when hearts feel broken, when the world makes no sense, sometimes compassion is right by our side. It can take time to find it and it requires a wanting and willingness to do so. But it is there.

As I sat and watched the leopard that hangs on the wall I looked up the symbolism and found this from spirit-animal.com.

“the leopard is reminding you that there is always a period of rebirth after a period of radical change. Thus this spirit animal is the healer of deep wounds. In other words, Leopard meaning will bring old issues to resolution through the reclaiming of your lost power during the time of the wounding.”

Remember that if we want change we must expect change and it doesn’t always come as we think it will. My wish for you all this new year is that compassion be at your side through all that is hard and that what seems broken is actually letting in the light.

May you all have a blessed year.

My best gift this year that isn’t about all the

My best gift this year that isn’t about all the invisible joys of this world is this... our sauna. It’s warm on cold days and when I sweat I know I am getting out of me old and deeply held toxins.

The old buried stuff inside me is something I spent most of my life not being fully cognoscente of. My body knew. My heart, spirit and soul knew. I was living the consequences of it. But I had never been taught how to recognize these knowings so they could be respected, witnessed, and released. It was “mysterious” all the things that I experienced from old stuck stuff.

Wether emotional or physical toxins, actively releasing them so they don’t poison my present and future is a thing I need and want to do. Though here is some truth about releasing the old... it’s not always pretty. It’s a beautiful thing because of all the benefits, soul growing and gifts it brings. But it can be really ugly, tough and enveloping in the moment. Especially if we have avoided it for a long time.

Once I got the hang of letting go I didn’t want to hang on to anything toxic ever again. Bring it! Let’s get this s@&t out and get back to life lol.

Then I figured out I was not up for poisoning myself anymore, emotionally or physically. The party was not worth the after affects and long term damage. Taking on anyone else’s stuff never solved their problems and it sure didn’t solve mine. Oh, and my soul became strong, resilient and ready to be responsible for what was mine.

Being able to move through the ugly stage is the best thing that ever happened to me. Once you take that fist step, reap that first sweet reward, you know that it is well worth the effort. Then you want no stone unturned and no truth unknown. It becomes a soul passion.

Yesterday I got a little sweet surprise from an old friend who reminded me... live and love no matter what. She reminded me because she embodies it. That’s the best way to change the world, embody love and life.

So out with the old today and ready for love and light! Who’s with me on this journey? 🙌💪👊🙏

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